I was on the road Wednesday, 23 November, travelling to my brother's in Waterloo so this entry is a day late. I remembered at about 10:30 on the night of the 23rd, after I was snug in bed, that I hadn't done this blog so.....
I have to admit that today I'm still a little disheartened by my test results. I think a big part of me believed that I would have a miraculous recovery and this would be the end of it. After all, it happened before w/ my brain aneurysm and kidney cancer.....a couple of surgeries and that was it. The realization that this lymphoma isn't just a passing predicament and is something I'll have to deal w/ for the rest of my life, however long that might be, has hit me hard. Yesterday and today have been very similar to the first two days after my initial diagnosis in July. I have to get my head around this and make some mental adjustments. Yesterday's news isn't the end of the world. I'm a survivor. I just need occasional reminders.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
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